I have decided that I have way too many candles burning at once. I know that eventually I am going to get burned. I have to let go of a few things. I was asked to take the pictures for the high school prom!! That is a BIG deal. I am excited and terrified at the same time. I want the kids to be happy with what I do. I am sure that they will, only because I am such a perfectionist, when it comes to pictures and video. Yes, they want video too.
Then.... yesterday... I was asked to do the pictures for a wedding. I asked them, did you ask around, get prices? She said, No, I don't want to look around, I want you. It's crazy how did this happen? And another thing... I want to finish my book. for those of you that have my password, if you click on the words (please, fact, spell)in the box at the right titled, Thank You for Understanding. You can read chapters 1-8 or something like that .
Anyway, so here is what I am currently doing. Writing a book, taking Prom pictures, Senior Pictures, following the high school sports of the seniors and taking pictures, working at store so Matt can coach the baseball team at the high school that I am currently stalking to taking pictures for, Pictures for a wedding coming up, 4 kids, a used to be part time job that is almost a full time job, coaching an AAU basketball team so Arael can play all summer, four kids, a husband, a house, I have 3 plants that I only water when they look like they need it, trying to stalk my nephew that is a senior to catch as many moments as I can for his senior video, the same for another senior that is not my nephew (that is 3 different high school teams that I need to get to games for).... I am sure there is more. I mean I still bartend and at some point I started making dinner every night so the kids expect it not... the nerve. My point is and I do have one.. something has got to go! Problem is, I don't want to give up anything. I think I thrive on chaos.
Well, time to run, kids to pick up, prom to set up for and a softball game tonight if it doesn't rain